Even If It Kills Me

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May 29, 2012 at 11:08pm
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HE’S BACK

this man is the best storyteller ever

I CAN’T

I CAN’T EFFING BREATH

Sometimes I get scared that a spider will crawl into my sock and mess with my toes too

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May 23, 2012 at 6:45pm
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I’m at the airport

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I’m at the airport

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May 21, 2012 at 12:04am
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Anonymous asked: 1-100 except 41

1) Self harmed?

Yes I have. (see previous ask)

2) Got into a real fight?

With fists and beating someone up? No, but I’ve definitely fought with people before

3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed?

Uh, no, but I have been really depressed before

4) Tried to commit suicide?

No

5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt?

No, not everyone I don’t think.

6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting?

Haha, not in one sitting, but I can go through a tv series on Netflix pretty quickly

7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble?

Meaning, talked myself out of harming myself or doing something stupid? I don’t think I’ve been in that type of situation before.

8) Accused someone of using you?

No

9) Shoplifted?

No

10) Gotten drunk/high?

Yes, drunk. I’ve never gotten high.

11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing?

No. I’ve never been to a real concert haha.

12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game?

Not to play a video game.

(Right now) Are you:

13) Suicidal?

No

14) Bored?

Not really

15) Avoiding someone?

Nope

16) Avoiding some task?

No, it’s summer!

17) Depressed?

Not at the moment

18) Crying?

No

19) Annoyed with a friend?

Nope

20) Worried and confused about something important to you?

No

Do you:

21) Get depressed easily?

Sometimes yes.

22) Get jealous/envious easily?

Not really

23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things?

In some situations yes

24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot?

Sometimes yes. Sometimes I feel like I’m too much to handle.

25) Try hard in all your classes at school?

Yes

26) Go out drinking?

On occasion at school

27) Smoke cigarettes?

Never

28) Smoke weed?

Never

29) Do any hard drugs?

No

30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why?

N/A

31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will?

No

32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them?

Not usually

33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain?

I don’t have any expertise on this question, so I don’t feel like I can answer this question accurately.

34) Believe people deserve second chances?

In some occasions (See previous ask)

35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying)

In some situations (See previous ask)

36) Think things will get better?

Yes. J

37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished?

No

38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest)

Yes, I would say I judge people sometimes, but I never act on it and I’m open to changing what I think.

Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:

39) Long hair OR short hair?

I don’t care, but not super long

40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs?

Either, but I like a nice smile J

41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest?

42) Shy OR open?

Open

43) Eyes OR body?

Eyes

44) Religious OR non-religious?

I don’t care, just don’t push me toward one or the other.

45) Caring OR non-restricting of you?

Both?

46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge?

I don’t care what you decide to do with your life, but don’t judge me if I do something you don’t like

47) Piercings OR no piercings?

No piercings

48) Tattoos OR no tattoos?

Either

49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type?

Some of each

50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with?

Both

Would you:

51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk?

Sure, in some situations

52) Smoke weed?

No

53) Smoke cigarettes?

No

54) Get even with someone who betrayed you?

Probably not

55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you?

It depends

56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you?

I don’t think so

57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what?

Maybe? I don’t really have a religious view

58) Join a band as a part time activity?

No, I’m not musically talented

59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse?

Yes

60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them?

Yes I would

61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like?

Sure, why not?

62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family?

Yes

63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online?

Sure, but not to severely change my appearance.

64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported?

It depends

65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a cunt to other people?

Woah….strong language. Uh I guess it depends.

66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them?

No

67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems?

Uh, sometimes?

68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes?

No

69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you?’

No

70) Sleep naked?

Sure

You can only choose one:

71) Black or Orange?

Orange

72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore?

Uh, I have no idea.

73) Cellphone or Computer?

Computer or either I guess with the iphones now

74) Chocolate milk OR Coke?

Coke

75) Tumblr OR Friends?

Friends

76) Apple OR PC?

Apple

77) TV Shows OR Movies?

Either

78) Old bands OR new Bands?

Old

79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock?

Alternative

80) Reading OR Listening to music?

Reading

81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice.

Coke? But I really don’t care. I don’t prefer one brand or the other.

82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically?

Staying

83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge?

I don’t know what this means

84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Define your reason for your choice.

I don’t know

85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice.

I don’t know again. lol

86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary?

Documentary

87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe?

Oooo tough. Europe, because that’s more plausible

88) Shoes OR Shirts?

Shirts

89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence?

Don’t know.

90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice.

Finish school. I believe an education will help me for the rest of my life

Almost over:

91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for fuck sake be honest.

Yes

92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family?

I suppose I am

93) Do you want to travel when you are older?

Definitely

94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams?

That’s tough to decide

95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions?

I guess now I do

96) Rather be the opposite gender?

No

97) What will you name your son/daughter?

No idea as of now

98) Do you get harassed more than most people do?

Nope

99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason.

I don’t really hate any band

100) What makes you a bad person in your mind?

I overthink too much

May 20, 2012 at 11:35pm
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Anonymous asked: 1, 12, 34, 35, and 48

1.     Self harmed?

Yes I have. It wasn’t a good year for me, but I realized that it wasn’t smart to do. It was never serious.

12. Skipped doing homework to play a video game?

Um, I mean I’ve never skipped homework to do that, but I’ve procrastinated while doing other things before.

34. Believe people deserve second chances?

I believe that second chances depend on what the situation is. Some people deserve second chances and some people do not

35. Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’?

My answer is the same for this question as number 34. It depends on the situation. However, though “an eye for an eye” might be “fair”, it will never solve anything.

48. Tattoos OR no tattoos?

I don’t necessarily care if people have tattoos. (My boyfriend doesn’t have any). However, I believe that the tattoos should have some sort of meaning.

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Woo! Go for it

Have you ever:
1) Self harmed?
2) Got into a real fight?
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed?
4) Tried to commit suicide?
5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt?
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting?
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble?
8) Accused someone of using you?
9) Shoplifted?
10) Gotten drunk/high?
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing?
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game?
(Right now) Are you:
13) Suicidal?
14) Bored?
15) Avoiding someone?
16) Avoiding some task?
17) Depressed?
18) Crying?
19) Annoyed with a friend?
20) Worried and confused about something important to you?
Do you:
21) Get depressed easily?
22) Get jealous/envious easily?
23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things?
24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot?
25) Try hard in all your classes at school?
26) Go out drinking?
27) Smoke cigarettes?
28) Smoke weed?
29) Do any hard drugs?
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why?
31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will?
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them?
33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain?
34) Believe people deserve second chances?
35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying)
36) Think things will get better?
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished?
38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest)
Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
39) Long hair OR short hair?
40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs?
41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest?
42) Shy OR open?
43) Eyes OR body?
44) Religious OR non-religious?
45) Caring OR non-restricting of you?
46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge?
47) Piercings OR no piercings?
48) Tattoos OR no tattoos?
49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type?
50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with?
Would you:
51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk?
52) Smoke weed?
53) Smoke cigarettes?
54) Get even with someone who betrayed you?
55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you?
56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you?
57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what?
58) Join a band as a part time activity?
59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse?
60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them?
61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like?
62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family?
63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online?
64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported?
65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a cunt to other people?
66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them?
67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems?
68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes?
69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you?
70) Sleep naked?
You can only choose one:
71) Black or Orange?
72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore?
73) Cellphone or Computer?
74) Chocolate milk OR Coke?
75) Tumblr OR Friends?
76) Apple OR PC?
77) TV Shows OR Movies?
78) Old bands OR new Bands?
79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock?
80) Reading OR Listening to music?
81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice.
82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically?
83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge?
84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Define your reason for your choice.
85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice.
86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary?
87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe?
88) Shoes OR Shirts?
89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence?
90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice.
Almost over:
91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for fuck sake be honest.
92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family?
93) Do you want to travel when you are older?
94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams?
95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions?
96) Rather be the opposite gender?
97) What will you name your son/daughter?
98) Do you get harassed more than most people do?
99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason.
100) What makes you a bad person in your mind?
DO THIS, PLEASE. I'M CRAZY BORED!

May 16, 2012 at 9:02pm
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Sometimes

I wish my parents would not be so harsh with my brother.

May 10, 2012 at 9:44am
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Are you fucking kidding me??

Lauren and Mary moving out is even more annoying than them living next to me all year! Jesus! All year it’s been them being fucking loud at night or having friends over who are fucking loud. And now it’s finally time to move out and I think It actually is only Lauren who is moving out right now. Well first of all, Lauren apparently got locked out, so we had to hear that bullshit and now her dad is super loud too. The door keeps slamming because they probably have the window open and they’re moving her stuff out, which means the door keeps closing quickly. And while they’re moving her stuff out of the building they’re keeping the side door to the building open! Which means the alarm keeps fucking going off! And they do not care at all that it is not even 10 in the morning yet and they are making the most fucking noise in the whole building! Drives me crazy. If you couldn’t already guess. 

May 9, 2012 at 9:15pm
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I’m very tired. I should go to sleep but I probably won’t sleep that well. Can it be friday? :)

I’m very tired. I should go to sleep but I probably won’t sleep that well. Can it be friday? :)

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11:26am
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I’ll miss this coffee when I go home. It’s the only kind of coffee I’ve had where the caffeine actually affects me. That could just be because all I’ve had in my dorm all year is crappy instant coffee. I’m so excited that Kayla has a keurig next year! Lol I’m also happy that I can actually make decent coffee when I go home for the summer.

I’ll miss this coffee when I go home. It’s the only kind of coffee I’ve had where the caffeine actually affects me. That could just be because all I’ve had in my dorm all year is crappy instant coffee. I’m so excited that Kayla has a keurig next year! Lol I’m also happy that I can actually make decent coffee when I go home for the summer.

11:08am
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Ugggghhhh

It’s only ELEVEN! That means I’ve only been up for 2 hours! And that means I have so long to go before this day is over! I have to go into a final exam at 1:30, but that’s JUST to turn in a paper. What am I going to do with myself? I don’t have to study any more, I just have to practice for my final presentation for tomorrow and I’ve already packed up my entire room. 

Welp, whatever. lol I chose to pack up my room because I wanted to get it done, and I guess it is nice not having a ton of really hard finals. So, what am I complaining about?

Okay, I’m done complaining. :) 

May 8, 2012 at 9:47pm
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These were the shit when I was a kid. 

These were the shit when I was a kid. 

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